My mom would be so proud...

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


I'm evil. Yes I am.

I'm bored

so i took this from Deirdre


my father thinks I am: unreliable and managing
my mother thinks I am: good and in need of nurturing
I think I am: boring, overly emotional, dependant on the praise of others, and far too loyal
my non-existent girlfriend thinks: if i was able to get a real girlfriend i'd be much happier
my best friend(s) think I am: nice, loyal, and dependable

three best qualities = generous, non-critical of others, patient
three worst qualities = self-critical, boring, self-defeating
three things you are often complimented for = nice, kind, nice
you get embarrassed when = people i like talk to me
makes you happy = my kitten and seeing my friends smile
upsets you = people jerk around with my friends

yes or no..
you keep a diary = no.
you like to cook = i wish i knew how.
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = yup, and i'm never telling!
you talk in your sleep = uh.... i'm asleep to listen and Isis can't really talk to tell me.
you set your watch a few minutes ahead = my clocks between 10 and 15 minutues. i have no watch.
you believe in love = i use to think yes but now i'm honestly not sure.

last..
person you've called = Dru
person that's called you = Dru
person you were thinking of = Isis, but her being a cat i doubt she counts so, Dru

do......
you wish you could live somewhere else = yes.
you believe in online dating = never tried it.
you drink = yeah.
you do drugs = nope.
you smoke = yeah.
you like cleaning = yeah, gives a good feeling of accomplishment.
you like roller coasters = not any good ones in seattle.
you write in cursive or print = print.
you carry a donor card = nope.

have you..
ever cried over a boy/girl = all the time.
ever lied to someone = yeah.
ever been in a fist fight = a few.
ever been arrested = luckily not.

what.....
are you scared of = people rejecting me.
hmmmm……that’s too negative of a note to end this on.

Here’s another……

what….
are you proud of = i'm still living....

kitty kitty kitty ... kitty kitty ... kitty

i have a kitten. i have a kitten. woo hoo. woo hoo.

she's two months old. her name is isis. she's a brown tabby. so cute and so small. she loves to pounce on mice, her most favorite toy of all.

i just got her yesterday. last night she curled up on my chest and nuzzled her head against my chin and we both fell asleep together.

talk about bliss.



in other news i made it out saturday night. for the most part the night was dull and boring. if not for r_wilhelm and drucie i'd have been lost and bored and gone from the club before 11pm. but they kept me company and i stuck around. because i did, i got to meet violet rain. that was a fun unexpected treat. a pleasure to meet you. :)

My Thoughts On Marriage

taken from a post I made on the seagoth board...

I could see myself getting married some day. Perhaps. If I'm lucky enough to find the right girl. Though, I've got a long way to go before I'd be willing to do so, but it isn't out of the question.

Marriage is much more then concerns over legal issues. It's more then taxes and credit and joint possessions. It's even more then wanting to raise children or not.

Marriage is the ultimate commitment to someone. It's two people willing to take a step beyond the bounds of dating and join their lives together. When people date, even if they have been dating for years, there is still a sense of uncertainty that comes from the lacking finality of dating. Sure people change. They change all the time. Marriage is when you find someone who you can change and evolve closer to. Marriage is when you find someone that fills the hole in your heart and in your soul. Marriage is when you find someone you couldn't fathom being without.

That's not to say that marriage is something that is definitely forever. To think that is to live in a delusional fantasy world. Some marriages work, some don't. Sometimes people that start growing and changing together end up growing apart. It happens, just as it happens with people you date. That's why divorce exists. And sure, it is more difficult to dissolve a marriage then to dissolve a dating relationship, but marriage is a much larger commitment then a dating relationship.

Should I be luckily enough to find a girl that truly loved me and one that I truly loved. A girl that I grew closer to and who grew closer to me. A girl that I wanted to be around all the time and constantly thought of and dominated the majority of my concerns and thoughts and emotions. Then yes, I would want to marry her. I would know that she is the person I want to spend my entire life with and hope she felt the same about me. Should she say no, that she doesn't want to marry me then I would have a difficult time continuing the relationship, because to me her refusal of my marriage proposal is her telling me that I'm not the one she wants to commit to.

Dating is being with someone you like, someone you want to spend time with, someone you may even love, but someone you aren't certain you want to fully commit to. Marriage is when you are with someone you like, someone you want to spend time with, someone you love, and someone you want to fully commit to.


Just my thoughts.

Jesse